You know that feeling of gaining everything at once, very fast, very instantaneously. It's always accompanied by the opposite feeling of loosing this 'everything' in the same way, even faster.
Well, it actually happened. One thing's for sure, that this wasn't unexpected. I was warned, but I didn't wanna think of the future, and loose concentration on the present, which flew by really fast. The happiness, joy, excitement, passion of those days were faded within 30minutes of cab-drive to the airport and 6 and a half minutes of check-in and passport control. I guess it's gonna take more than a day and a half to realize it can't be undone.
.: H